OT life

My long awaited OT life start again. These 2 days I work until 10pm to get home.
Not that I am very against OT, (at least this time I like the project), but .... I feel sometimes its difficult to compromise well with boss. I personally always feel things could be better arranged, work and rest can compromise together well to make sure everyone got human life. But the fact is, when your boss want something to happen, many people have to 'die' to make it happen.

I really hope one day I got my business, people work hard in there, while they still enjoy a wonderful life. Maybe it is difficult (at least some colleagues always tell me that), but, lets respect each other better, as we are all created by the very same god who want us to have a balance life. (I wish that colleague can enjoy peaceful and enjoyful life one day too... you can't just keep working like that... I deeply hope you can have brighter life with good rest!)

I heard Google's employee sort of having a quite good life to work... I guess thats what I hope to create one day.

生日快樂- Eric Kwok

I think about September last year (2005) I have bought Eric Kwok's CD Collection. There are 2 pieces, one is his production song, the other one is the demo of his music. I love the 1st disc very much. One of the music I like is 生日快樂, I feel this song is very... touching. The music style is something like 70-80's, lyrics talk about a man who loved a girl but never able to tell her, suddenly during his birthday party the girl has come... but with a guy. How that taste... try to eat entire lemon into your mouth and force yourself to chew it. The combination is very good, have a typical sad song feeling.

Since the incident I have after year 2001-2005, I learn a lot about what is love- particular about 2 people's love. Unfortunately I learnt a lot about the sour side... since then I love many of these sad love songs... coz when you are sad, you understand what these songs talk about... you are no longer hearing someone talking about a story, instead you taste the story yourself. Very torturing- but sometimes torturing is enjoyful when you feel you cant unleash your sadness.

Have you ever feel a song really talk about you? Share together :)

Another song I feel very touching is 哭了 - 李泉. One night when I did weep alone... I sing this song while I listen... feel the entire body shaked with that sadness... (man.. I think I addicted to torturing >.<)

Enough sad story (well the song I am writing I guess is another sad one too... so bad...), no matter how sad I am, I have to look forward. At least I think thats what people expect from me, so as what Jesus expect me to do...

Lyrics Piece #2

Today have idea about the 2nd part:

那個情人節
我偷偷想你燦爛的笑容
期待有一天
我會得到你溫暖的擁抱
縱然到今天
我依然是獨個兒往前走
我還是祈盼
這個美夢終會實現

過了許多年
我的美夢始終還沒有實現
身邊的友人
一個個找到他們人生的伴侶
回頭看自己
還是一個人去面對喜與悲
心中不禁想
此時此刻你在哪裡

C Major
m f s s s
s s f m r r d d r m
d t. l. l l
l s f m f m r r d r
m f s s s
s s f m t t d' d' t l
l t d' l f
f s f m r r d d

m f s s s
s s s f m r r d d r m
d t. l. l l
l s f m f m r r d r
m f s s s
s s f m t t d' d' t l
l t d' l f
f s f m r r d d

Be careful next time T.T

Today I come across a very mild car accident, first of all, thank god no one get hurt....

The poor thing is my car's bumper is a bit deshaped... and have some small scretches T.T.... not pretty anymore... (I guess thats what car's life like.... but... Kinda feel guilty when you get that scratched!)

I should be more careful next time. After review I think its my own misbehaviour caused that accident!

A song I like

Would you ever suddenly remember a song and wanna sing it? I always have such behaviour from time to time :P (My voice is not good though...)

This is a quite old song by Sandy Lam and 倫永亮, I feel this is one of the most touching song I come across :) Enjoy.

此情只待成追憶
曲 : DAVID FOSTER/L T JENNER 詞 : 卡龍 編 : 倫永亮
男 : 為何思想昨天 仍然心中眷戀 時候換過了 但情未了 仍似永遠未完
女 : 為何跟你結識 如苦苦的壓迫 曾熱烈愛過 亦平淡過 長途有你共我
男 : 但我相信 愛是燃盡所有 就算今生不可永久
女 : 若你需要 我願陪在咫尺
男 : 但我知道情緣盡了
女 : 從未信相戀到白頭 沒有永遠的伴侶
合 : 若愛要犧牲 也要甘心 無人能妄說自由
男 : 為何思想昨天女 : 相信可永久
男 : 仍然在心中眷戀女 : 只有情義
男 : 曾浪漫愛過 也有風波男 : 長途有你共我 女 : 長留你我心窩
男 : 沒有 女 : 沒有男 : 虧欠 女 : 相欠合 : 愛是原諒寬恕
男 : 就算所愛不可結果
女 : 永不說 為何當初
男 : 願我所愛 女 : 但我所愛
男 : 如夢想中所愛女 : 卻已不再似夢裡所愛對待我男 : 或許你心從未屬我
合 : 茫茫心境似水 柔情不可再追 時候換過了 熱情未退 誰是最愛伴侶
你的心可會知 我的心未可制止 沉默地嘆氣 未忘掉你 卻一生都想你
女 : 無論在那處 願仍可以會一生記念你男 : 無論在那裡合 : 願仍可以會一生掛念你

It is a hard day's night...

AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING LIKE A DOG!

Haha so lazy haven't update my blog for couple days.

My song's next line would be...
no idea yet :P

But this could be a good chrous part:
l t d' d' d' d' d' t l t
l s s m s
l t d' d' d' d' t d' r' t l s
m' f' m' r' t d'

原來人生之中難免總是會
有一些遺憾
... (no idea yet...)

Have you got any idea? Post me :P

Lyrics piece #1

那個情人節
我偷偷想你燦爛的笑容
期待有一天
我會得到你溫暖的擁抱
縱然到今天
我依然是獨個兒往前走
我還是祈盼
這個美夢終會實現

This is written to be sung in mandarin.

The score is like this:
C Major
m f s s s
s s f m r r d d r m
d t. l. l l
l s f m f m r r d r
m f s s s
s s f m t t d' d' t l
l t d' l f
f s f m r r d d

Hmm... I have this idea at this year's valentine eve... one day I chat with the girl I like before... remember the past... thus written this. I have did some more tidy up recently to make it more complete. Hope this sounds a bit interesting to you :)

Team Backout!

This is a really bad day for my deployment history- I have to instruct a rollback for the deployment (actually I am the one doing the deployment too... so basically instructing myself to do the rollback)

The rollback is triggered because we realize a behaviour on how old NT4 APIs do domain data retrieval; it relys on a single domain controller called PDC Emulator to do all the works. Also the intersite link we have limits the maximum connections between sites to 10 connections... thus, the API just fail when not enough connection is in place! Guess we have to migrate those APIs to ADSI based which can take advantage of the local domain controller in place...

Ok, enough for computers :)

When will this weather calm down...

Too bad I think I have catch a cold today, snezzing so much >.< wish the weather would not change so vigorously (gosh you read that? its 11 degree again next monday!)

I have managed to find a blog tools that will run on my lovely dopod 838- it's called diarist (google a bit if you can't find it), so basically this post is the first real test for me to blog something wirelessly!

Haven't test if chinese will go thru though... will see a bit later...

Too bad tonight have to do another server migration, wish everything goes fine...

Something about my interest: from time to time I will write some lyrics, create some music score segments, but so far never manage to put together as a song... anyway it is kinda interesting... let me tidy up them and share with you all a bit later ;)

Welcome

Upon my friend's courage, I have started (actually, resumed from the long deep fridge :P) my blog. She is a very patient person who can manage to write her own blog with her pocket pc in chinese and post them everyday- while I always feel its a real pain try to do anything in chinese in computer (well, except reading them).

Anyway, welcome to my blog.

Why this is called Samurai? I kinda love this very special character in Japanese's history. The first strong impression I got for a Samurai is from the movie 'The Last Samurai' (中譯:最後武士)(最後無事....). The way how this movie present Samurai makes the character very strong and impressive. A Samurai is about obedience (忠), braveness (勇), kindness (仁). I feel that as a honorable person, such characteristics are very important, therefore sometimes I hope to learn from that and apply as a manager (well, its SOOOO far away though...) To fight for what I believe, people I care, always stand on righteous, thats a Samurai.

Well its 00:43 now... even a Samurai has to sleep.... goodnight everybody :)