Sunday, November 26, 2006

Song to make you cry

Chet Lam is my elder schoolmate in secondary school. Once I realize he has released albums I start to buy his work. I think his songs are very touching... especially when you are in the same mood of the song. For people who feel lonely, who lost love, who have no more faith in love, still, 今天應該更高興, no matter what had happened.

林一峰 - 《 今天應該更高興 》
作曲:林一峰 作詞:林一峰

突然剩我捱下去 即將葬生歡騰鬧市 電話為何仍未響
突然害怕難面對 雙雙友好噓寒問暖 自己仍然無伴侶
佳節熱鬧倒數 像諷刺著我

誰人像我一個人 誰人沒氣力談情
避免感觸太多 感覺太亂難清醒
成全幸福的拼圖 人潮中我漸忘形
至少燈飾照閃 假使你在旁 今天應該更高興

達明若聽到這歌 應該記得當年為了大家 全情投入過
大雄亦無忘技安 畢竟最不開心已經走過 錯過能認錯
靜兒或靜香現在也 快樂嗎

仍然懼怕一個人 仍然沒氣力談情
夠膽翻開記憶 不敢正視旁人高興
成全幸福的拼圖 人潮中我漸忘形
滿天燈飾照閃 即使碰著誰 都不知怎去反應

為何懼怕一個人 為何太急於相戀
就算只得兩手雙緊扣著仍能溫暖
尋求幸福的過程 原來自己不清醒
每當穿起暖衣 將心跳記住

今天應該更高興 今天應該更清醒
今天應該學會讓自己練習對鏡微笑
今天應該更高興 今天應該更清醒
今天應該更高興…

Saturday, October 14, 2006

生辰詠嘆

把酒與友賀生辰,
方知年華瞬間逝。
心想愛眷何處尋,
把心比月問清天。
此刻心意有誰知?
惟己作友獨自憐。

Sunday, October 08, 2006

中秋悲歌

What is sad means? H0w about sadness in mid-autumn?

美好月圓中秋夜,
人圓無期獨歎息。
咫尺之距望天涯,
惟聞悲哭夜哼唧。

文人總是發愁高手~ Happy Mid-Autumn :)

Sunday, October 01, 2006

Silent Piano

Sometimes piano's note are very touching, especially when you are in the right mood. I remember a sort of tone in my head... then the story for that song... I imagine would be:

我想著你,在冰冷心裡還是想著你
獨自在默想你每一句話語
追憶你每個影子
卻發現心早已碎了

Love is full of uncertainly. When you want to bet on the next one, always dont forget you have chance to fail. I guess thats what I learnt throughout these many years. If you have found your right one, don't give up easily. You won't know if he/she is already the last luck you got.

Sunday, September 24, 2006

A small applet enhancement to my blog

Since I am such a lazy blogger most of my friends have given up to read my blog >.< . To fix this problem I have introduced bloglet blog subscription facility. Now you can find this little applet at the left hand side of my page, then you can simply put in your email, click subscribe, wola! From now on your mail box always got automatic notification when a new document is being published! (Technical Magic Shines! :P) ... If everything works fine.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

The Road Ahead

Finally I have made that brave decision. I have to thank for one of my friend who always support me in this important time. Without her courage I would not be so brave :)

So I have leave my permanent position. To many people I think thats a quite ok position, if not a good one. However what I have learn from these years are, sometimes the freedom to establish what you have been envisioned in your life is far more important than what you have actually earn in monetary terms. This is so much like a gamble to me, but I think with my age, I am no longer being regarded as the youngsters, so its time for me to try it out and see if I really rocks. I think only if I can prove myself then I would be respected by myself. Otherwise I would always live in this dark shadow and complaining about my life.

Many people have been asking what I would do in the future. Honestly I am not very sure. Meantime I have a lot of works can do, but I think thats only a progress, ultimately I think I would be on something bigger, however to find the way would not be as easy.

Wish god bless me, also bless my dear friend who has also made a big change to her own career and working really hard. Wish the courage between us will never fall.

Monday, August 14, 2006

Youth, please listen

I know I should not always say, 'Those youngsters nowadays are...' since I am not *that* old actually. However, I think people has changed a lot. Somehow I feel that nowadays youngsters are (hehe excuse me I use this term again):
1. Without focus;
2. Live with no pride;

Today in church we talk about a person's social position. While committing your life with evil methods to get a social position is bad, I think, on the other hand, someone has to have honor about themselve. To feel yourself valuable, honorable, to prove yourself is a honorable person by working as such person. In the past thats what chinese say '骨氣' (bone spirit).

I hope everyone have this 'fire' inside themselve as a human. That way the society will be better because everyone feel they are an important person who should deal with their business as important business.

Without honor, life is just meaningless. Thats why I say, live like a samurai is good.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

A month later...

After a month of my previous post, the days to happy for wedding couple are over, so my mood is kinda back to normal too :)

Tonight I realize, I am such a talkative person... sometimes just too talkative! Maybe I am a bit annoying sometimes? I think I have to remind myself to spend more time to listen to others too... I feel my friend has been forced to listen to my long talk >.<

God gives me a very good lesson this time- wait. To wait for the best of the world or the worst of the world. I don't know what is going to be the result (well at least I hope its the good one...) but I guess one of the important lesson is- wait and still have peace.

I don't know if you have ever come across such experience- To wait for something that you really hope to know answer soon, but all you can do is wait. Long waiting is not easy, patience is indeed the most missing quality in most Hong Kong people, probably due to the fact Hong Kong is such a fast moving place; but hey, God make Moses wait for 40 years before he could save the Jews from egypt. After that 40 years, he realize- he won't have the rights to decide, its god who would decide for him. Only then he become one of the most important god's servant in Jews history.

My friend, I will learn how to wait. Wait for you, wait for god's decision. Please pray for me and hope I have such ability. Patience on an impatience person is a miracle.

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Amazing Special Wedding

Have you ever seen such wedding?

1. A website for the wedding with guest book, album, and their story; (http://www.gracedward.com/)
2. A specially designed event rundown with their stories, all designed by the husband.
3. Specially designed brand logo with pin clip.
4. A guy who has been so shy before now can kiss the bride all day and keep saying I love you so many times full day.

I have been fortunate enough to go thru such wedding as a brother. I have to say its really impressive!

I guess that has setup a new standard for wedding arrangement :P Next time people got to work harder for that~

Friday, June 02, 2006

Lazy Poster

Haha I think I probably getting too lazy to post up here- sometime its just not easy to keep persistent on writing my own diary. (Indeed I think blog is not only my diary, but a place I wanna share stuff with everyone)

Wish everyone are doing well! Recently I am learning how to play some poker magic, seems they are quite interesting (although I am not playing very well... so sometimes get caught by others >.<) Also some of the friends found amazed by my performance :P hehe... wish you all get entertained!

Recently work life is a bit messy as I have too much tiny stuff to deal with... I personally always hate such kind of work, instead I like to concern on bigger items and do it well, but I guess thats life >.<

One of my dear friend is getting really busy nei... I hope this friend can still have enough rest ;) Remember to find me out when you are not as busy~

Sunday, April 02, 2006

Friend's big b-day party

Today went to a friend's b-day party. Thats one of the biggest one I have ever attended- there's more than 20 people have attended. Its quite a bit of fun there coz basically most people are in same age group can have fun together. Wish my friend like my b-day present- I think this time I really come across a quite nice present! Even though its not my handmake :P Still, I think its very unique (quite expensive also T.T but rethink about it I guess the maker do have to spend quite a bit time to create that...

Wish all people enjoyed party, b-day girl feel happy and enjoy your life!

Friday, March 31, 2006

OT life

My long awaited OT life start again. These 2 days I work until 10pm to get home.
Not that I am very against OT, (at least this time I like the project), but .... I feel sometimes its difficult to compromise well with boss. I personally always feel things could be better arranged, work and rest can compromise together well to make sure everyone got human life. But the fact is, when your boss want something to happen, many people have to 'die' to make it happen.

I really hope one day I got my business, people work hard in there, while they still enjoy a wonderful life. Maybe it is difficult (at least some colleagues always tell me that), but, lets respect each other better, as we are all created by the very same god who want us to have a balance life. (I wish that colleague can enjoy peaceful and enjoyful life one day too... you can't just keep working like that... I deeply hope you can have brighter life with good rest!)

I heard Google's employee sort of having a quite good life to work... I guess thats what I hope to create one day.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

生日快樂- Eric Kwok

I think about September last year (2005) I have bought Eric Kwok's CD Collection. There are 2 pieces, one is his production song, the other one is the demo of his music. I love the 1st disc very much. One of the music I like is 生日快樂, I feel this song is very... touching. The music style is something like 70-80's, lyrics talk about a man who loved a girl but never able to tell her, suddenly during his birthday party the girl has come... but with a guy. How that taste... try to eat entire lemon into your mouth and force yourself to chew it. The combination is very good, have a typical sad song feeling.

Since the incident I have after year 2001-2005, I learn a lot about what is love- particular about 2 people's love. Unfortunately I learnt a lot about the sour side... since then I love many of these sad love songs... coz when you are sad, you understand what these songs talk about... you are no longer hearing someone talking about a story, instead you taste the story yourself. Very torturing- but sometimes torturing is enjoyful when you feel you cant unleash your sadness.

Have you ever feel a song really talk about you? Share together :)

Another song I feel very touching is 哭了 - 李泉. One night when I did weep alone... I sing this song while I listen... feel the entire body shaked with that sadness... (man.. I think I addicted to torturing >.<)

Enough sad story (well the song I am writing I guess is another sad one too... so bad...), no matter how sad I am, I have to look forward. At least I think thats what people expect from me, so as what Jesus expect me to do...

Thursday, March 23, 2006

Lyrics Piece #2

Today have idea about the 2nd part:

那個情人節
我偷偷想你燦爛的笑容
期待有一天
我會得到你溫暖的擁抱
縱然到今天
我依然是獨個兒往前走
我還是祈盼
這個美夢終會實現

過了許多年
我的美夢始終還沒有實現
身邊的友人
一個個找到他們人生的伴侶
回頭看自己
還是一個人去面對喜與悲
心中不禁想
此時此刻你在哪裡

C Major
m f s s s
s s f m r r d d r m
d t. l. l l
l s f m f m r r d r
m f s s s
s s f m t t d' d' t l
l t d' l f
f s f m r r d d

m f s s s
s s s f m r r d d r m
d t. l. l l
l s f m f m r r d r
m f s s s
s s f m t t d' d' t l
l t d' l f
f s f m r r d d

Monday, March 20, 2006

Be careful next time T.T

Today I come across a very mild car accident, first of all, thank god no one get hurt....

The poor thing is my car's bumper is a bit deshaped... and have some small scretches T.T.... not pretty anymore... (I guess thats what car's life like.... but... Kinda feel guilty when you get that scratched!)

I should be more careful next time. After review I think its my own misbehaviour caused that accident!

Friday, March 17, 2006

A song I like

Would you ever suddenly remember a song and wanna sing it? I always have such behaviour from time to time :P (My voice is not good though...)

This is a quite old song by Sandy Lam and 倫永亮, I feel this is one of the most touching song I come across :) Enjoy.

此情只待成追憶
曲 : DAVID FOSTER/L T JENNER 詞 : 卡龍 編 : 倫永亮
男 : 為何思想昨天 仍然心中眷戀 時候換過了 但情未了 仍似永遠未完
女 : 為何跟你結識 如苦苦的壓迫 曾熱烈愛過 亦平淡過 長途有你共我
男 : 但我相信 愛是燃盡所有 就算今生不可永久
女 : 若你需要 我願陪在咫尺
男 : 但我知道情緣盡了
女 : 從未信相戀到白頭 沒有永遠的伴侶
合 : 若愛要犧牲 也要甘心 無人能妄說自由
男 : 為何思想昨天女 : 相信可永久
男 : 仍然在心中眷戀女 : 只有情義
男 : 曾浪漫愛過 也有風波男 : 長途有你共我 女 : 長留你我心窩
男 : 沒有 女 : 沒有男 : 虧欠 女 : 相欠合 : 愛是原諒寬恕
男 : 就算所愛不可結果
女 : 永不說 為何當初
男 : 願我所愛 女 : 但我所愛
男 : 如夢想中所愛女 : 卻已不再似夢裡所愛對待我男 : 或許你心從未屬我
合 : 茫茫心境似水 柔情不可再追 時候換過了 熱情未退 誰是最愛伴侶
你的心可會知 我的心未可制止 沉默地嘆氣 未忘掉你 卻一生都想你
女 : 無論在那處 願仍可以會一生記念你男 : 無論在那裡合 : 願仍可以會一生掛念你

Thursday, March 16, 2006

It is a hard day's night...

AND I HAVE BEEN WORKING LIKE A DOG!

Haha so lazy haven't update my blog for couple days.

My song's next line would be...
no idea yet :P

But this could be a good chrous part:
l t d' d' d' d' d' t l t
l s s m s
l t d' d' d' d' t d' r' t l s
m' f' m' r' t d'

原來人生之中難免總是會
有一些遺憾
... (no idea yet...)

Have you got any idea? Post me :P

Sunday, March 12, 2006

Lyrics piece #1

那個情人節
我偷偷想你燦爛的笑容
期待有一天
我會得到你溫暖的擁抱
縱然到今天
我依然是獨個兒往前走
我還是祈盼
這個美夢終會實現

This is written to be sung in mandarin.

The score is like this:
C Major
m f s s s
s s f m r r d d r m
d t. l. l l
l s f m f m r r d r
m f s s s
s s f m t t d' d' t l
l t d' l f
f s f m r r d d

Hmm... I have this idea at this year's valentine eve... one day I chat with the girl I like before... remember the past... thus written this. I have did some more tidy up recently to make it more complete. Hope this sounds a bit interesting to you :)

Thursday, March 09, 2006

Team Backout!

This is a really bad day for my deployment history- I have to instruct a rollback for the deployment (actually I am the one doing the deployment too... so basically instructing myself to do the rollback)

The rollback is triggered because we realize a behaviour on how old NT4 APIs do domain data retrieval; it relys on a single domain controller called PDC Emulator to do all the works. Also the intersite link we have limits the maximum connections between sites to 10 connections... thus, the API just fail when not enough connection is in place! Guess we have to migrate those APIs to ADSI based which can take advantage of the local domain controller in place...

Ok, enough for computers :)

When will this weather calm down...

Too bad I think I have catch a cold today, snezzing so much >.< wish the weather would not change so vigorously (gosh you read that? its 11 degree again next monday!)

I have managed to find a blog tools that will run on my lovely dopod 838- it's called diarist (google a bit if you can't find it), so basically this post is the first real test for me to blog something wirelessly!

Haven't test if chinese will go thru though... will see a bit later...

Too bad tonight have to do another server migration, wish everything goes fine...

Something about my interest: from time to time I will write some lyrics, create some music score segments, but so far never manage to put together as a song... anyway it is kinda interesting... let me tidy up them and share with you all a bit later ;)

Welcome

Upon my friend's courage, I have started (actually, resumed from the long deep fridge :P) my blog. She is a very patient person who can manage to write her own blog with her pocket pc in chinese and post them everyday- while I always feel its a real pain try to do anything in chinese in computer (well, except reading them).

Anyway, welcome to my blog.

Why this is called Samurai? I kinda love this very special character in Japanese's history. The first strong impression I got for a Samurai is from the movie 'The Last Samurai' (中譯:最後武士)(最後無事....). The way how this movie present Samurai makes the character very strong and impressive. A Samurai is about obedience (忠), braveness (勇), kindness (仁). I feel that as a honorable person, such characteristics are very important, therefore sometimes I hope to learn from that and apply as a manager (well, its SOOOO far away though...) To fight for what I believe, people I care, always stand on righteous, thats a Samurai.

Well its 00:43 now... even a Samurai has to sleep.... goodnight everybody :)