Finally I have made that brave decision. I have to thank for one of my friend who always support me in this important time. Without her courage I would not be so brave :)
So I have leave my permanent position. To many people I think thats a quite ok position, if not a good one. However what I have learn from these years are, sometimes the freedom to establish what you have been envisioned in your life is far more important than what you have actually earn in monetary terms. This is so much like a gamble to me, but I think with my age, I am no longer being regarded as the youngsters, so its time for me to try it out and see if I really rocks. I think only if I can prove myself then I would be respected by myself. Otherwise I would always live in this dark shadow and complaining about my life.
Many people have been asking what I would do in the future. Honestly I am not very sure. Meantime I have a lot of works can do, but I think thats only a progress, ultimately I think I would be on something bigger, however to find the way would not be as easy.
Wish god bless me, also bless my dear friend who has also made a big change to her own career and working really hard. Wish the courage between us will never fall.
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